RASHIN HAIHUWA

din ta sannan ta bata amsa "To wallahi da gaske nake kuma ba tatsuniya aka bani ba shi da bakin sa muka yi magana dashi kuma ya yarda yace ya amince ze yi aure". Wani irin kwallan farin ciki ne ya taru a idanun Yaaya da yasa muryan ta ya raunana "Allah yayi miki albarka Rayhanatu, Allah ya jikan mahaifiyar ku ya sa ta huta, ke kuma Allah baki miji na gari da yaya masu albarka da zasu ji kan ki kamar yadda kike jin kan mahaifin ki". Da Ameen Ameen Haanah take ta amsa Yaaya har ta gama addu'ar ta ta shiga share hawaye "Dama na fada miki ki daina raina karfin talakar gani, kina ta wani fada min ba zan iya ba b azan iya ba se gashi ba baki mamaki, kuma ina nan ina jiran alkawarin mu dan ban manta ba kince zaki bar min murjanin ki in dai na sa ya yarda, bye dare yayi se anjima". Rayhanah ta karashe tana dariya jin muryar Yaaya itama tana darawa, aje wayar tayi tare da kallon bed din Meerah se ta ga tuni ta yi bacci so se itama kawai ta kashe wuta ta kwanta kan gadon ta wanda kowa da nashi a dakin. Ta can wajen Hajiya Yaaya kuwa tana jin Haanah ta kashe waya itama ta aje taya tare da daga hannu ta shiga godewa Allah idanun ta na zubar da hawayen farin ciki, a cikin kaf rayuwar ta a yanzu dai bata da wani rai da take kauna kamar dan ta mahaifin su Rayhanah, tsananin soyayyar da take masa ne ya jagorance ta wajen aikata son zuciya ko kuskure zata kira abin wanda ya zama Mabudin duk kan wani kunci, damuwa, tashin hankali da rashin walwalar dan nata haka kuma suka zama makullin farin ciki da jin dadin sa, bata fahimci tayi kuskure ba seda lokaci ya riga ya kure ta yadda bata da wani abin yi musamman ma da duk lokacin da ta nemi yin wani hobbasa dan nata ke dakile t ta hanyar nuna mata ai komene tun da ya kasance zabin ta to he can endure it even if it'll cost his whole life ne. Bata yi kasa a gwiwa ba t shiga toilet ta dauro alwala tare da tada kabbara dan mika godiya ga Allah tare da fatan ya sallada abin a ran dan nata ba se nan gaba ya tubure yace be san zancen ba wanda a yanzu wannan opportunity din kadai take kallo as hanyar gyara kuskuren ta dan haka zata yi iya kokarin ta wajen ganin ta bawa mafi soyuwar dan ta farin ciki. ________ Rayuwa na ta tafiya abubuwa na faruwa masu dadi da akasin ta, a kalla yanzu kusan wata hudu kenan da muke zaune lafiya a gidan mu se yan abinda ba'a rasa ba, duk da zan iya cewa a kwanakin nan yanayin namu ze fi kyau da a kira shi kadaran kadahan dan kuwa dai ba wai muna cikin farin ciki bane, haka kuma ba wai ana tsananin tashin hankali ko rigima bane. Fushi ne dai yake yi kan wani incident da ya faru shekaran jiya, abin ba wani me zafi bane amma dake a wajen Salees ko me ya shafi ya'yan sa me zafi ne ba ya daukan shi da wasa se kuwa ya daukaka abin har fiye da misali. A shekaran jiyan ni ke da girki, hakan yasa na shiga kitchen kamar kowane lokaci na shirya launch kasancewar Sunday kowa yana gida, before in fara girkin da se da nabi ka'idar da ya tsara na cewa duk wadda ke da girki zata fara tuntubar yaran sa abinda suke so, in bakin su ya zo daya su biyun shikenan se a yi wanda suke so din gaba daya ko kuma ayi musu su biyu sannan me girki ya dafa abinda yayi niyya daga baya, in kuwa bakin su be yi daya ba to kowa a dafa masu wanda yake so individually, tun lokacin da yasa dokar na fada masa hakan wani karin aiki ne na daban gare mu amma se yace shi haka ya tsara dan in yaran sa ba su ji dadi sun yi walwala a gidan su ba a ina zasu yi?, Dole haka na yarda a wancan lokacin dan maganar shekara hudu baya nake yi wannan. Abinda ya faru shekaran jiya kuwa shine na tambayi Sahal abinda yake so kafin na shiga kitchen se yaron yace me zan dafa, take nace masa jallof couscous se watermelon juice, da farin ciki da komai Sahal yace min shi zai ci meaning base na masa different girki ba, ita kuwa Ilham da na tambaye ta se tace rice and stew zata ci, daga haka na shiga kitchen na hau ayyukana, nan da nan na hada abubuwan da zan yi na jera kan dining sannan na wuce daki na yi wanka tare da canja kaya kana na kwanta na huta ina jiran dawowar mijina daga masallaci Karfe biyu ya shigo wanda tun da na hango shi ta window na fito falon yana shigowa na masa sannu da zuwa tare da masa jagoranci zuwa dining din Mariya da yara suka biyo bayan mu, seda kowa ya zauna sannan na shiga serving din su daya bayan daya har n gama kafin na zubawa kaina na zauna dan fara ci sedai abin kamar almara se kuwa Sahal ya ture plate din gaban sa a shagwabe yana tura baki nan da nan kuma idanun sa ya tara hawaye, irin yadda baban ya rude yana tambayar sa lafiya se kawai na zuba masa ido ina jiran jin me ze ce, zuciya ta kuwa har da ayyana min may be shi da mahaifiyar sa ne "Bana son abincin nan Daddy". Da sauri na zaro ido jin abinda yace fuskar sa a kwabe kamar ba shi ne har da tsalle dan nace jallof din couscous din zan yi ba "Why didn't you tell your Aunty da zata yi girki?, She would have cooked your heart desire for you". Salees ya fada trying to rarrashi dan sa yaci abincin "Daddy I've told her ni pounded yam nake so while Ilham tace rice and stew, but see what she serverd me after serving Ilham her favorite". Strictly Salees ya dago yana dubana with plain expression a fuskan sa "Shi meyasa ba'a dafa masa abinda yake so ba after kuma yayi mentioning?". Seda na hadiye wani yawu ganin yadda yake interrogating dina kamar wata yarinya gaban ya'yan sa da matar sa sannan na iya na bada amsa "I've asked him me zeci and shima se ya dawo min da tambayan me zan dafa so i replies with jallof couscous, har da tsallen sa yana cewa yana so kafin na tambayi Ilham ta fadi nata, and here's the same boy narrating different story dan ban San yaushe yace pounded yam yake so ba". Daga yadda yake kallo na na fahimci ba wai zance na ya gamsar dashi bane sedai be yi hukunci directly yadda ya saba ba se ya dubi Ilham "Wane amsa yayan ki ya bawa auntyn ku da tambaye shi kan abinci?". Wlh a lokacin I was speechless, kenan salees na nufin be yarda da abinda na fada ba?, Mu sa ma be yarda ba, mu sa a ransa kawai yana ganin karya nayi, in ma hakan ne kenan baze iya rufa min asiri gaban yara ba se ya zubar min da kima, ko so daya shin Salees be kamata yayi tunanin tarbiyyan ya'yan sa ba, gaba daya se naji komai ya fita a raina, shikan sa Salees din naji ya zube min a ido na "Daddy naji fa sanda yake cewa couscous ze ci fa, Allah be fada mata sakwara yake so ba". Irin yadda Mariya ke bin Ilham da wani mugun kallo ka dauka kisan kai yar nan tayi bayan gaskiya ne kawai ta fada, shi kuwa Sahal yana jin me Ilham ta fada se kuwa ya ture plate din a matukar fusace da har yasa abincin kai ta zube kana ya tashi yana jan tsaki ya nufi barin dining din, zuba ido nayi kawai in ga hukuncin da salees ze yi ko da dai ba wani sabon abu bane cewa zeyi yaro ne. To ny utmost surprise se kuwa Salees ya mike a hanzarce har yana neman ture table din ya maza ya riko hannun Sahal dake huci kamar ze daki wani, cikin lallashi da kwantar da murya ya shiga lallaba shi kan yaje yaci abincin "Wallahi ba zan ci ba Daddy, kawai saboda ba'a sona ita Ilham se aka dafa mata abinda take so ni aka ki, shiyasa ma ni na tsane ta dan bata da kirki, mtsww". Ya sake jan tsaki, burin salees dan sa yaci abinci kar ya zauna da yunwa so se duk be yi overlooking wannan rashin kunyar da yayi a gaban sa ba, shi dai damuwar sa yaci abinci, ganin yadda uban ya damu se ita ma Mariya ta shiga maganar playing her own role Wanda ina gani na gane makirci ne "Haba Sahal wannan wane irin wulkanci ne, ka tashi kaci abincin nan ko se ranka ya ɓaci". Kawai se yaro ya fashe da kuka tare da shigewa jikin baban sa yana maganganu "Ka gani ko Daddy, itama Mommy bata sona, i won't eat this food ko zan mutu wallahi, Daddy pls ka maida ni wajen Granny". Aikuwa kamar wanda ake dannawa remote se salees ya ture Sahal daga jikin sa ya shiga zazzaga masifa "Wannan wane irin rashin mutunci ne da wulakanci, akan me zaku samin yaro a gaba da tsangwama har yana gwammace wa rayuwar wani wajen kan gidan uban sa, ba tun yau ba na sh fada muku ban hada son da nake ma ya'ya na da kowa ba dan a kan su wallahi zan saba ma kowaye, har kema ki bar ganin kece kika haife shi dan babu ruwa na ke mahaifiyar sa ce hukunta ki zan yi in kika nemi takura min yaro, gargadi na karshe kowaccen ku ta kiyayi taba min yara, ku kiyayi bata musu dan a maimakon yaro ya bar gida sedai ku kubar shi dan nan ne dolen sa gidan mahaifin sa akasin ku, ke khadeejah tashi ki dafa masa sakwarar". Tun da ya fara magana ban janye daga tagumin da nayi ina bin shi da kallo ba har seda naji last statement din shi "...ke Khadijah tashi ki dafa masa sakwarar"... Na sake maimaita kalaman a ƙwaƙwalwa ta dan in tabbatar da eh abinda salees ya fada kenan, bayan na tabbatar din se na dago na zuba masa ido wai dan in gane akan fuskar sa wasa yake yi ko da gaske sedai daga look din fuskan shi babu wani alamu dake nuna wasa, he look so serious ma'ana dai sakwarar yake so in yi wa dan gwal din dan sa "Is okay boy, kar in Kuma jin kace zaka je wani gidan, you've no home other than this house which is your father's house, and stop crying, your pounded yam is yet to be ready". Ya fada cikin lallashin dan sa da ya dauka ya dora kan cinya, murmushi sosai Sahal yayi yana kankame baban sa "Thank you Daddy, I love you so much". "Thanks so much boy, daddy loves his little ones so dearly". Se kuma suka saki dariya Salees na mikawa Ilham hannu itama tayi joining din su yamutsa fuskan da Sahal yayi yasa cike da kulawa ya shafa kan sa "Yunwa ne ko, dan yi hakuri yanzu zaka ci abinda kake so". Se kuma ya juyo inda nake "Why are you still seating, pls je ki masa abinda yake so yunwa na damun sa". Yanzu kam na tabbatar da gaske yake abinda ni kuma ba zan dauka ba kenan, haka kawai saboda san ran sa da na dan sa ya hana mu cin abinci cikin kwanciyar hankali dan ko spoon daya ban yi ba yaron nan ya tashi hankalin mu yanzu kuma ana batun in tashi in masa pounded yam "Am sorry bazan iya masa pounded yam ba yanzu its too late, gashi ko abinci ban ci ba and ka san dadewan sakwara in nayi sauri in gama in an hour ga kuma abincin dare na jirana". "So kina nufin ya zauna d yunwa kenan". Se da na nunfasa kana na dubi sashin da Sahal yake tsaye "Ba haka nake nufi ba, yau kam yayi hakuri yaci couscous din gobe se in masa sakwarar ko kuma in yi ta as dinner". Ko kafin salees yayi magana Sahal y riga shi "Allah ba zan ci couscous ba, akuya ne ni da zanci abu me kaman dusa, ni ba zan ci ba". "And I'll cook the pounded yam as dinner, now lemme cook indomie for you da sauri'. "Ni i won't eat sakwara for dinner, ai kin san bana cin abinci me nauyi da dare malamin mu yace mutum yanayin katon ciki". Confusedly na tsaya ina kallon yaron jin kome nace se ya kushe, ko ta ina na fito se yace ba haka ba, gyaran murya yayi yana kallona strictly yace "Kawai kiyi masa tun da ya nace, ina ce muna da pounder". "Ka fa san ya lalace tun kwanaki". Na fada kaman zan fashe da kuka, se shima yayi shiru na dan lokaci kafin pleadingly yace "Pls pound it a turmi tun da bashi da yawa, i can't put an eye yaki cin abinci". "Am sorry Salees, Mariya tayi masa ko kuwa kuje restaurant dan wallahi ba zan iya yin sakwara yanzu ba". And this my reply shine dalilin da yasa Salees ke ta min fuskan shanu yau kwana biyu kenan, dan kamar yadda na fada ba zan yi ba ban yin ba, ban san yaya suka yi ba, Mariyar ce tayi ko kuwa siya suka fita suka yi................... *TWO PAGES TO GO💃💃💃, SAURA PAGES BIYU FREE CHAPTERS SU KARE, KINDLY MAKE YOUR PAYMENT FOR IT'S PAID BOOK* *INTERESTED BUYERS SHOULD CONTACT* 👇 *09013101854* Ouummey 📚✍️. 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Mayafi na a hannu na shiga falon dan tun a kofar falo na cire shi saboda wani nauyi dana ji ya min, ba abinda nake bukata a lokacin kamar wanka da bacci ko naji daidai. Turus nayi ganin Hajiya Iya, kannen Salees Rukayya, Sadiya da kuma auta Hannatu se matar kanin sa Sani me suna Lubabatu, kanwar Mariya me suna Safiya, da yayar ta Safara'u se maman su Hajiya Ramatu. Ban san me yasa gaba na ya fadi ba ganin wannan taron sedai na daure na karasa falon ina kaiwa tsugunne na shiga gaida Hajiya Iya da bata amsa min ba se kare min kallo da ta shiga yi kafin ta karkata kai tana kankance ido "Wato yawon tambadewar da kike kenan kika fake da aiki, yanzu mayafin ma a hannu kike yawo dashi". "A'a a kofar falon nan na cire saboda gajiya". Na bata amsa kai a sunkuye "Uhmmm kowa dai yayi me kyau kan sa". Jin tayi shiru bata kuka cewa komai ba yasa na juya ga mahaifiyar Mariya itama na shiga gaida ta amma itama bata amsa min ba dan gara ma Hajiya Iya dan ita ko kallona bata yi ba se kau da kai da tayi tana jan tsaki. Lamarin ya daure min kai dan kuwa ba haka ta saba min ba, ko da ba haduwa muke yi masu wani frequently ba amma in dai na gaishe ta tana amsa wa ko da dai ba wani da tsayi bane dan iyaka ta da ita 'Lafiya' shine amsar gaisuwa ta d ita koyaushe. Cikin sanyin gwiwa na dan mike sannan na gaida yayar ta Safara'u, ban tsaya jin zata amsa ko kuwa ba na yiwa sauran magana wanda kannen Salees ne da matar kanin sa se kuma kanwar Mariya "Sannun ku da gida". Da sauri nayi gaba dan jiki na ba bani wannan taron bana lafiya bane, ga kuma kallon banzan da na lura duk suna bina dashi, wankan da nake dokin yi duk se naji ba zan iya ba, kawai so nake in San meke faruwa a gidan namu inda na shiga addu'ar Allah yasa ba shida alaka dani dan to be sincere tuni na gama gajiya da wannan tashe tashen hankulan, kwanciyar hankali nake bukata a yanzu. Kamar wanda aka karanta min se kalaman da kunne na suka jiyo min lokacin da nake bude kofar daki na suka dawo min cikin ƙwaƙwalwa "Hmmm, lallai mugu bashi da kama, kalli matar nan kamar wata saliha alhalin kungurmar munafuka kuma azzaluma ce, yanzu ban da mun san hali ai da se mu karya ta abinda muka ji da kunnen mu". Rukayya kanwar Salees me bi masa ta fada in da Safara'u ta cafe "Ke ni fa a wannan zamanin bana tantama kan duk abinda aka ce mutum yayi dan wallahi wani mutumin in zaki shekara goma dashi ba zaki taba sanin wasu bakin halin nasa ba se Allah ya ciyar dake, to balle kuma wannan matar da tun a baya bakin halin ta ya fito fil, kina zaton zata bar Mariya ne cikin kwanciyar hankali bayan Allah ya bata haihuwar da ita ta rasa?". "To wa ya hana ta haihun ita, aikin banza, Allah ne fa ya san nufin jaki da be bashi kaho ba, wannan da ta haihu ba musan me zata yi ba, a haka ma muna fama da ita, ai ni na godewa Allah da be Kaddara min hada jini da wannan bakar jarabar ba". Hajiya Iya ta fada tana wani tsuke baki, sauke numfashi nayi bayan na gama tunani na, lallai akwai wani abu, tabbas akwai sharrin da aka kulla min da har yaja min wannan bakaken maganganun sedai ina fata Allah yasa komai ya zo min da sauki ya kuma bani juriya da hakurin dauka. Da kyar na iya nayi wanka na canja kaya, yunwar da na shigo da ita kuwa tuni ta fece haka ma baccin da nake kuzun nayi shima duk ya yi nasa wajen, jira nake kawai in ji an doko min kira an fara tuhuma ta, dalilin tuhumar ne dai ban sani ba. Kwankwasa kofar da aka yi yasa na dan zabura kadan kafin na kurawa kofar ido, da kyar na iya mikewa naje na bude, kallo daya za'a min a san a firgice nake. "In kin ga dama ki fito Hajiya na magana". Hannatu ta fada min tana wani yatsuna fuska haka at the same time tana harara ta kasa kasa, tsabar kidima ko dankwali na da ya fadi ban tsaya dauka ba na bi bayan ta ina kiran Allah a zuciya ta. Wannan karon gaba dayan su ne a falon har da Mariya da Salees da kuma wasu mata biyu manya da nake kyautata zaton yan uwan ta ne dan ban san su ba cikin familyn Salees, kowanne ka kala fuskar sa a hade take babu alamun wani abu wai shi fara'a yayinda idanun su ke kara kaina a jiki na kamar zasu dauke ni da ido. Daga fuskar su zaka hango tsantsan hasssada da kishi ganin irin kirar da Allah ya zuba min, riga da skirt din jikina ya kama ni dam kamar yadda kayana suke dan faranta wa miji na, ban lura a haka na fito ba dankwali ba balle mayafi se da Hajiya Iya dai ta yi magana "Sannu isasshiya, hamshakiya mandiya, shima dankwalin kina jira yaron naki ya je ya dauko miki ne?". Gaba dayan su suka kuma watso min na mujiya lamarin da yasa naji na takura matuka, na mike da sauri dan daukowa se ta kuma dakatar dani "A'a koma ki zauna dan na tabbatar da kina sane kika fito, koma me kike so mu gani mun gani sedai Allah wadaran irin wannan kyan na dan maciji". Komawa nayi na zauna jiki na kamar an min duka, wai shi dai wanda baya sanka kome kayi se ya kushe, kome kayi baka iya ba, kuskure a wajen sa ganganci ne, Allah ka rabu mu da wahala Ameen. "Dago ki kalle ni nan Khadijah, ba na tsoran ki bana tsoran fada miki magana dan ba zan zuba ido ki cigaba da cutar min da da matar sa tagari ba uwar ya'yan sa bayan ke ko kara baki aje ba.     Na dade da sanin ke din ba karamar muguwa bace munafuka kuma azzaluma tun lokacin da kika nemi raba ni da dana sedai Allah ya fiki ya tankwabar da mummunan nufin ki, sedai ban san rashin imanin ki har ya kai ace ki karbi maita dan cutar da matar Salisu ko yayan sa ba, kin yi asara, wallahi kin yi asara Khadijah dan kin dade da kwashe kayan ki daga gaban Annabi". Wani irin dam kunne na yayi, ƙwaƙwalwa ta ta dakata daga aiki, kwata kwata kaina ya toshe, gaba daya na daina ganewa d fahimtar komai da suka cigaba da fada se aikin kallon bakin su d ana cigaba da yi dan tun da Hajiya Iya ta ambaci maita na dago kaina daga sunkuyar dashi da nayi. Fiye da mintina biyar kafin ƙwaƙwalwa ta gama accessing all she've said, maita, na karbi maita, meaning suna nufin ni din mayya ce, mayya fa, innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun. A lokacin wani irin Hajijiya nake ji cikin kaina, kaina ya shiga juyawa kamar wanda ake wujijjigawa, dakin ya shiga juyawa dani kamar zan kife yayinda kalman maita ya shiga yawo a kunne na, lamarin da ya tilasta min saka hannaye na toshe kunnuwa na tare da runtse ido na da sauri haka kuma at the same time Ina girgiza kan tare da furta kalman a'a, a'a da karfi cikin wani irin yanayi me ban tausayi ga masu zuciyar imani. A lokacin da na budi ido se gani na nayi kwance kan gado na Salees tsaye a kaina ya jingina da bango, nauyin da naji kaina yayi ya tilasta min mai da ido na rufe kafin kuma in a blink of an eye na sake budewa lokacin da tiryan tiryan abin da ya faru a falo ya dawo min kaina, a gigice na fara kokarin mikewa wanda hakan ne ya ankarar da Salees cewa na farka, da saurin sa ya matso ze rike ni na goce na nufi kofar da ke rufe wadda ake kan bugawa tare da kiran sunan sa, da sauri ya riko ni na shiga kokarin kwace wa "Ina zaki je haka a gigice, ki tsaya kar ki je ki fadi". "No, sake ni, ka sake ni in je in fada musu ni ba mayya bace, ka sake ni in ji me na musu da zafi da zasu hada ni da kalmar maita, dan Allah ka bar ni naje na musu bayani ko zasu fahimta suyi withdrawing wannan mummunar kalmar daga gare ni". "Naji zan sake ki, but first ki tsaya ki nutsu kar ki jiwa kan ki ciwo". Duk yadda Salees yaso dakatar dani naki, so nake kawai na fita na fada musu ni ba mayya bace, so nake in ji sun ce Khadijah wasa nake muke miki ke ba mayya bace. Kubcewa nayi na nufi